luckylady13foxx

Never before could i find one thing about the winter months that i liked. But I have spent so much time in the past waiting and watching for you... through all of the seasons day and night. sitting and listening for your truck to drive home to me at last. Winter time came and though Its the season i hate it never stopped me from sitting outside alone in the nights. On the front porch of our family home. Layer upon Layer to keep in the heat... a foam cushion to perch on and protect my seat from the snow. coffee cup so warm in my hand.... no sound is made but the wind. I would wait for you my one true love to come home to me o how i craved

The night has cooled the sunburned skin my sheets have grown too warm. I turn them down and gaze at the fan .... round go round and round. " hurry up you lazy girl before its gone and done" coffee mug and cigarette. Out side I sit on the porch. The sun is just seeping over the blue hills. The air is refreshing and cold... the earth is moist and firm under my barefooted sneaky feet. I inhale and anxiously listen to them all the birds and the crickets as they sing songs of praise to exhault the goddesses work. a magical thing is the summer  morning before the sun is fully alive. And i walk along my newly grown lawn i help all the seeds i

please dont set me free, i hate to be alone. i need these chains that bind me to the love thats now my home. i dont wanna be set free, i will escape if i must. you are the owner of my heart and soul but have yet to earn my trust. my wings they need the sun and the sky calls out my name. until this battle we have won by your side i shall remain. i need your love to chain me down and keep me in my place. i know what tomorrow brings and that you'll keep me safe.